Sunday, 26 June 2011

Right now

Right now I feel bummed.  I don't know why I can't shake this mood, but I just can't.  I got to sleep in this morning until 9, my hubby took me to a movie, I had a great dinner with my family, Abrielle has been a little giggle monster lately and is so much fun to be around.  Some good friends recently shared some great news with me and I have also learned that I am going to be getting retro-paid for a child tax benefit that the idiots nice people at Service Canada told me that I didn't qualify for.  So, not too much is going wrong.

Upon arriving home tonight though, I all of the sudden feel like a huge crank.

-There were clouds of mosquitoes outside of our house, and for some reason this year they are actually biting me!  This has never happened.
-I got into the house and the dogs have gone through the garbage
-There is something wrong with Chevy's tail, and I am worried about him
-I am also worried that Chevy's tail is going to result in an enormous vet bill.
-I had to miss Out in the Park (a celebration of Lethbridge Pride for Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgenders) because of the rain.  I was really looking forward to taking Abrielle to this and exposing her to the wonderful diversity in our city at an early age.
-My bedroom is a mess.  I can actually see the dog hair in the carpet, I have about 4 loads of laundry I need to do, and there are little things here and there that need to be picked up.  I actually am not even putting Abby on the carpet in there until I get everything cleaned.

I am just plain ole cranky and I hate it!  Being cranky is making me crankier.  I am trying not to take it out on Tyler, but I feel as though I just can't be pleasant right now for some reason. 

I think the best solution here is to lay out my gym clothes, eat a granola bar square, and curl up in bed with a book.  Tomorrow will be better.

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